"You're gonna catch a cold with all the ice inside your soul."
Ian Coalson. The boy I feel in love with. The boy who has changed so much since I first met him. The boy who has no clue what he's missing. The boy who doesn't even know what makes him happy in life. The boy who continues to amaze me every day and that no matter how much I want to shake him off, I can't.
I've tried to see other guys, go out and party, stay up late reading, or actually do homework, but all everything does is lead back to him. I have no clue why he has this effect on me.
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It's absoutly heart breaking when someone you care for so much and would do anything for doesn't show an ounce of affection back.
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He wants Shiloh Jenkins. She is one heck of a girl, extremely smart, pretty, and has the world at her fingers. She is also madly in love with Brenton Lee, and has been for like 3years. I don't understand why he would give up something so great for someone who doesn't even acknowledge he's alive.
Basketball
I just typed a long paragraph about the whole ordeal. But I decided that I could get in a lot of trouble if someone read it.
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I've debated going to school looking like crap because I feel like crap and unwanted, or if I should look hot as hell and rub everything in his face.
Thats all for tonight.
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